Maccoll Kirsty

I don't need to breathe 

But I need some certain circumstances before I can leave 

So I bite through the words that I can't say 

Then I fall through the feelings I don't have the words to explain 

I'm so far away 

I can hide inside 

Crawling round in circles, drowned by the tide in your eyes 

There's no way of knowing what my thoughts mean 

I've given up pretending I know who I used to be 

I don't think it was me 



Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine 

Every hour feels like a lifetime 

When I sit and I dream that I'd died 

All I have is memories, memories and dreams 

And all I have is complicating 

And won't make the past leave me with no regrets 



I don't need to know 

But still I'm asking questions after I know I should go 

So I vomit the anxiety and sometimes more 

And I slip on the remnants I thought I had cleaned before 

I'm such a chore 

Now you can hear me think aloud 

Searching for the silver lining in a mushroom cloud 

But my thought process suffocates in all my shit 

I wish I was floating and drifting away from it all 

But I know I can fall 



Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine 

Every hour feels like a lifetime 

When I sit and I wish that I'd died 

All I have is memories, memories and dreams 

And all I have is complicating 

And won't make the past leave me with no regrets 



Occasional waves of positivity break through the ice and crumble the stone into sand 

I could never wish away a moment we had since we stumbled from electricity to land 

I will always miss you when I see you every night and you're not really there 

I wish I could do more for you before all I'm left with is memories and dreams 

I'm scared 



Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine 

Every hour feels like a lifetime 

When I sit and I dream that I'd died 

All I have is memories, memories and dreams 

And all I have is complicating 

And won't make the past leave me 

No regrets